our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations
my blog is where i penned down my thoughts and feelings,
scram if all you ever do is to spam&criticise.
i love you too.
All i really wanted was some of your time.
Instead you told me lies when someone else was in your mind.
What'd you do to me? Look what you did to me.
I though that you were someone who would do me right.
You played with my emotions and made me cry.
What you'd do to me? Can't take what you did to me.
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i'll be your sunshine
if you'll be my silhouette
I've got a thing for ELMO . aww , do you?
dont be upset&cry(: I think BUFFED-UP GUYS are attractive,rly. and CUTE GEEKS just turn me on. Now, do you happen to be like anyone of those?
CLAY form NEWPORT HARBOUR, CHANNING TATUM, BRAD PITT AND PETE WENTZ makes my heart skips a beat or two. Oh, i Y Michael Copon too.
A KID'S DRAWING IS THE BEST ARTWORK
I Y ELMO
I FELL IN Y WITH WILLIAM MOSELEY.
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
welcome back, BFFs!
hahah, BFFs will be hme frm camp tdyyyy. zomfg, im so happyyyy. i dntkw why. haha, i miss them. wonder if they miss me too, haaha. pris and i were actually talkng abt poly&JC. and then we decided to say the negatve thgs of poly just to make ourselves feel bettr. and we realised tht if both of us chose poly, we'l stl be schlmates cos she also wants NP((: and she was sayng hw her frnd was enjoyng the NPcamp so much. zomfg, bffs will hve so much fun! and we went "thts life-wherever life put us, we'll still complain" isnt it true? and Han is so full of crap! he was sayng i dint go out tdy cos i was waitng fr him to ask me out. and i went "yah, and im stl waitng" and he was like "rly ah? okok,i thght i can drive and pick you up" zomfg dude! i was just joking. Qif; ilyilyily. make sure you see this.
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and i believe she had a voice and name
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Friday, March 28, 2008
TGIF, duh.
im 1week excused fr PE, hhaa. i know! schl was okay luh. like totally. hahah, and geog was funny. like our grp was laughng hysterically.Gay keeps singing "you are the music in me" and i keep thnkng of the song "the story of a girl" and "lips of an angel" . and Nana was like singing sme hindi song. and Pris was listening to sme cantonese song. haha, can you imagine the whle situation? anws, fr PE. me and est were walking arnd cos est wantd to look at her CG. hahha, shes so evil luh. anywhr, the class had to run 4rounds! i was like, phew. ohyah, i waited with Gay at the track until she's cooled dwn frm PE. and jst so happens nut was thr. zomfg, so deyi luh. anws, i kind of dint go Guitar ensemble. was thnkng of cricket, rly! shld i? or shld i go fr 'sports for recreation club'? hee, and Qif's so cheeky. omg. so annoyingly adorable.
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and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
life gets clumsy, like totally.
assembly was rather nice , heeeeee(: okay, refering back to the title of ths post, i dntkw whts happening tdy. like i'v been a real clumsyhead or sth. Lit was okay, actually. lol. we were havng mre of a picnic at the bck of class -feastng on kinder bueno and gummies and m&m's. CIVICS-thts whr the disease hits me! blame it on my blind eyes or sth, i hit ths f.chair so hard with my leg and cursed loudly. and the class was like 'did you jst say that word? " and guess what? CT asked the only 4guys in the class to go fr the basic military training visit at smewhr in the east and thn he chose me to go with thm since they need 5ppl frm each CG. and i strtd to sparse. and the brainy me thght tht the pain would eventually pass, but faggot tht im stl in pain. i cant like bend my toe, yes its my pathetic toe! and now its swollen. anw, i was complaining to Gay and Nana during H1, and they thght i was making a big deal out of it luh.so ofcourse i was annoyed and annoying evryone else. in the end , the 3of us were like laughng hysterically and Gay went in her serious tone "omg, are you okay? have you taken yr medicine?" and the clumsy me droppd many notes in the lect. hall and went "OHNO" loudly. lucky a kind soul pickd it up fr me(: and i was embarrasing myself furthr and thn realise tht fill-in-the-blank. but but, i passed my H1Maths test((: i showed Gay my toe and she went "OUCH. dont shw me anymre" . atleast now they knw tht im not makng a big deal out of my toe. and now, thrs a positive side to evrythg. 1)i shl go to the doct's and get excuse fr PE tmr,thanks to my precious toe 2) farina is gg fr the b.mil. training thgy also and we'r gg to accompany each othr thr. 3) i had fun though during H1. see, life's not tht bad. isnt it? lets jst hope tht the doct's nt gg to do sth to my toe and makes it hurt even more. Qif's gg too!
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
as simple as ABC.
zomfg, im so gna miss babeees- they went fr the NP Camp): nvm, hope they spot some CGs and HGs and thn tell me abt it((: ENJOY prttys!tdy was funnn, haah. like we'r late fr few tutorials and thn we'll pretend tht we gt to the wrng classes.zomfg, im so loving the class. they made the class badge alrd<333 anws, went fr cca tdy! &since they'r short of guitars, us few decided to play games instead whle the othrs were practising. and kind Gay waited fr me aftr her touch rug. hahah, and i was tellng her abt whethr she's seen ths CG bfre and she went '"huh..wht abt Qif?" and left me startled. nerd ends cca late.oh great.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
is it you?
had PE. okay, tdy's one rather relax(: we did our warm-ups followed by pull-ups and shuttle runs and played captain's ball. zomfg, so funnn. hahaa, and the class was late fr geog lect. obvly i cant pay attention aftr PE. and tht goes fr the whle day too. esp whn thrs a PW lecture tht only ends at 430. train-ed home with msGayleTan! omg, shes so darn hilarious and hyper! meet BFFs and had our SUPER EARLY dinner at BK. hahah, and they were so darn funnyyyy tht i so miss being with them in 4int. roars. ohyah, we'r making the badge fr the 08class and each one will have it fr only $1! Someone who won't take me for granted; How much I care (How much I care); And appreciates that I'm there; Someone who listens; And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share; Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need? so annoyingly adorable,rght qif?
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just a photograph in a history book
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Monday, March 24, 2008
channel27.
uh-huh, thts the channel tht got my whole family glued to the TV. the match btween manchester united and liverpool. yes, i mean my grandfather, my grandmother, my auntie&her baby daughter and yaddy yaddy yah so on. ofcourse some of the parts got me laughing but other times, im doing my hwk and pestering dad(he went to sme cafe to watch with his frnds) to help me but ended up his frnds anwerng the qns. and im done with PI. oh yeah man. hahah. anw, im so not lookng fr PE tmr. it means mre runs and jumps and on. God bless me.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
holla sean wright(:
 he's the one in blue. look at his strength(:  his confidence(:  his sexy arm flex! oh puhlease, anyone. get me 2tix or more for the contender asia final!!! plsy pls pls! haha, stop it nurie. do yr PW! the spirit of loveeee. makes the world twirl! holyshit, it even rhymes.
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just a photograph in a history book
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get a good head start;
1) get PI research done bfre startng essay 2) read GP article and evaluate 3) get One FLesh done fr imagery&diction 4) find maps fr Geog 5) sentnce-structuring fr MT 6) get my scales rght fr Prima Parte im so gna zonked out prtty soon aftr these.
all checked except fr number(1&6). and holymum; pls read 'tears of the moon' by nora roberts. ohsman, its abt the love between childhood frnds& the guy being a clumsyhead. aaaahh, its so damn sweet! and and watch The Contender Asia and lookout for Sean Wright(Scotland)!!!! ohsman, he's so cute! thanks alot.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Friday, March 21, 2008
tears of the moon,yaw!
aloha ppl! zomfg, im feeling so high. ohyah, the week's been prtty awesome i tell you. LIT tutorials are so funnn. one thing, mszhou dint call up my name in class fr questioning. yeah, she called practically evryone in class. cos she knws i dint take Lit bfre so shes gvng me sme time to absorb. aint she lovely? and msSoh made us watch V fr Vendetta. she's so cool! hahah, and fr the first GP lesson. we gt into the wrong class(unintentionally) and so fiona and shafiq decided to play poker cards and he was teachng the rest hw to playy! Math's test was okay.lets jst hope i pass yah. and in malay class, i was cursing myself fr nt taking H.Malay in secondary schl. ohman. and guess wht? i went fr my v.first CCA pract. it was so scary bt thankgod Alfred assisted me with the scales. lucky he's got patience! and thr'll be CCA camp in April[x and geog's been prtty intense. haha!zomfg, i dntkw whether i shld go fr touch rug. trial this monday. like out of 150 girls, only 30 be chosen fr the team! ppl's been talking abt poly and hw their camp is startng next wk. omfg, im so fucking jealous luh. yes, i am! esp aftr seeing bff's blogs. but hey, i wouldnt want to exchange it fr my JC frnds and class stl [x esp with gayle,fiona and priscillia around((: heehee, not love nor dear ; just shithead(:
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
way tmth.
okay, this is the time whn life is way too much to handle. and i realised tht life aint all abt fun-especially whn my family is involved.shant further elaborate it. okay, i shld. im havng a cold war with my mum. yes, its been on fr mre thn a 10days. even whn she call the hse and I happens to answer it, i will gve tht hasty voice. she kinda like push evrythg to me? tht kinda thg? it sucks big time. anw, i woke up so early and stl ended up late fr my appointment. nvm, atleast all the zits are cleared bfre i head bck to schl. and zomg, vanessa hudgens is on the cover fr Seventeen mag-april issue.okay, i dntkw why nowadays im hungry fr Seventeen/Cleo mags and New Paper. OMFG, i hve yet to cmplte my Econs/GP/Math/Geog. and its Saturday, ALRD. okay nur aisyah alisza bte abd. kuddus, you got to rly buck up and stdy. atleast i did my Lit&half of geog&half of GP&half of Econs&a Math qn,uh-huh. so thr goes my guilt. and i saw this : ...its definitely important to hve balance. Girls can be sucked into their relationships &give too much. they like to be so into their boyfriends,you knw? And you cant do that, because you get too infatuated- and thn you lose contact with your frnds. it happens to a lot of girls. -vanessa hudgens
cause the heart never lies; its built to last. and the world goes round, so that all i can see is yr face whn im with you. and when your nt thr with me, i'll count the hours.
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Friday, March 14, 2008
&i went uh-uh.
okay, forcd myself to wakeup to do geog. i managed to complte part of it only.nvm that. met jmie at hg bustp. shi couldnt cme cos she need to gt her laptop frm schl(its a macbook,i so envy her!) nt tht i dint wnt to go masscomm, okay. i was jst thnking tht in JC atleast i be more motivated to stdy.bck to the outing! mickey only wokeup when we msgd him! bt we dnt mind. Jamie, the BEAN, keep making jokes while we'r otw thr. and we saw ths eurasian Cg and we went whoowhaa over him and pretendng to be cool upon seeing him, jst to realise tht the frnd was directly infrnt of us!watchd the movie-was so so nice. mickey was a few minutes late fr it though. and ooh-lala.. we saw this supermodel! the one thts featured in deal or no deal(males)! he's photogenic, i guess. and speaks malay very well, so nvm tht hes a eurasian! we had our fun. &i went uh-huh,okay.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
awesome;sweetheart!
went to jmie's fav. hangout-the science center. yes, you bet it. jmie was darn excited. hahas, okay. it wasnt tht boring as i thought it would be. they have such fascinating thgs on display thats related to science ofourse. pretty amazing, i must admit. we were wandering about and laughng at thgs such as ths fugly puffer fish we saw and yeoy called it a (shant be named who) fish while the other fish in the tank is jmie! hahah. and they gt ths awesome thg called ECG, i thnk, tht counts yr heartbeat. and yeoy's one was the fastest-she mst be prtty excited abt sme exhibition she saw earlier on. rght, babe? hahah. and we watchd 'dinosaurs alive' at the omni theatre and it rly made us giddy. we rode morphis too, dint rly paid attention to the clip. we were prtty much enjoying the slides. and thrs once when jmie rly rly slid to yeoy's side of the seat! ohswell, wht else can i say abt thm huh? might aswell make the best out of the time tht we have now bfre evryone's busy with schl. so we talkd abt when poly will strt fr thm and hw we gna make it possible fr us to meet up since NP and SAJC is so FARAWAY(rght,jmie?)and we dinner-ed at vivo's chicken rice shop. we gt the twin set and thrs so many mny dishes tht it left the 3 of us bloated. ohyah, bfre tht jiayi called fr a dinner at PS as a class thgy. so sorry i dint went): went hme and my family and i were talkng abt the possibilities of the wheareabouts of the wanted man. and i plan to complte all H2 hwk by tdy if possible. wish me luck!
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
topsy-turvy;
when your life gets so exciting, and when your woes seemd to go away... im in the leave-me-alone mood. ever lookd at the families around you, and wonder how they live so happily tgthr? wishing tht yours will be the same? talking abt fairytale life, huh. dreaming that evrythg in the world is so easy&awesome, when your six? wishing how you could grow up faster and be an adult? the irony of life. &then friendship came in. rainbows filled yr life. and at the end of the road; noone actually looks back.
dad ever says never to thnk tooo much of yr frnds, fr aftr you went yr separate ways.. thgs wont be the same as bfre. that you guys wont be close as bfre and evryone will be busy with their new lives and new frnds.
it seems as though it has taken its toll.
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Monday, March 10, 2008
call it ecstacy;
yay, i've finishd planning out my GP essay. gt sme help frm jmie&dinesh. thanks many many. im gg to do my maths , maybe later on. so left with econs,lit&geog hwk. and ofcourse completng the essay. and crap. my phone gt hang, okay. i bet you guys mst be thnkng - ths girl barely used it fr a month and its alrd spoilt- am i rght? thn i'll curse you! its nt like its my fault. like as though i dint take gd care of it and shit. the touchscreen gt hang fr no shit reason, okay. maybe it has its own darn reason. bt crap, you shldnt gve up on me yet! nt when its only been less a month since i bought you! so, thanks very much! boy, cos thrs sth in the way you look at me cos i feel it too, when im with you.. days and maybe months and hopefully years; &forever it shall be
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
insane;
08a06. okayy, cheers fr the schl break(: and me signing up fr a new cca. thumbs down fr the hwk they gve us fr evry subjcts): haha, gna be a busy schl break ,i guess. gg out with bffs, gg out fr a class gathering with 08A06(if its confirmd) and doing hwk. well well, life's been prtty rushy fr now. and yay, i passd my econs. they said its gna be essay.. instead its a 10mcqs. bravo. and ppl , do watch the leap year. it is v.good. its so sweet and so cool and they guy is oh-so-hot! go support local movies, yah? ... okay, probably not all.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
thgs been prtty crazy lately.
aloha. okay, i've gt an upcoming econ testS and maths test. bravo. econs was like alienish to me and so i gt help frm rid. fiona and pris tried tchng me, bt lets say they gt confused by me instead. ohwell, schl life kinda stressful i guess? like evryone in the schl startd mugging alrd. fr wht ? fun, maybe. anws, me&shi went to PS to walk arnd. its a prtty odd day. i mean, we met 3 beans thr. and sorry babe, fr making yr cheeks look like tomatoes! hahah. and we ended it with a simple meal at pizza hut. we did saved 2slices fr jmie, okay! i'll link the photos soon, maybe? and we prtty much laughd at practically evrythg. anws, gtg. xoxo
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and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
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