our hopes and expectations
black holes and revelations
my blog is where i penned down my thoughts and feelings,
scram if all you ever do is to spam&criticise.
i love you too.
All i really wanted was some of your time.
Instead you told me lies when someone else was in your mind.
What'd you do to me? Look what you did to me.
I though that you were someone who would do me right.
You played with my emotions and made me cry.
What you'd do to me? Can't take what you did to me.
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i'll be your sunshine
if you'll be my silhouette
I've got a thing for ELMO . aww , do you?
dont be upset&cry(: I think BUFFED-UP GUYS are attractive,rly. and CUTE GEEKS just turn me on. Now, do you happen to be like anyone of those?
CLAY form NEWPORT HARBOUR, CHANNING TATUM, BRAD PITT AND PETE WENTZ makes my heart skips a beat or two. Oh, i Y Michael Copon too.
A KID'S DRAWING IS THE BEST ARTWORK
I Y ELMO
I FELL IN Y WITH WILLIAM MOSELEY.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
08A06 LOVE.
schl lessons are always boring. bt aftr schl was LOVE. we(the whole class) went to B&J's branch at Cathay only to realise tht it was a freaking long queue! so we went to eat gelare waffle icecrm. zomfg, i bought one whole fr myself. tht is so unlike me cos usually BFFs and I will share one. and i only managed to eat half. the othr half was passed arnd. thn we went Carls Jr. the guys, shafiq/isaac/jiayi gt double! LOL. and they stl want to eat our leftovers.btw, i got 8days&teenage(i knw, its cos of Jonas Brothrs). and they keep sayng they'r not CUTE! meannie. and they strt reading 'dear kelly' and Jiayi read '' BIGGER BOOBS and LESSER HAIR" LOUDLY. until ths caucasion gve us ths face tht is sooo funny. and the guys are like discussing abt boob sizes frm A-M and one said"im size Z". zomfg.
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Monday, April 28, 2008
my class camwhores(:
 sports day. tdy my class camwhored. lol, bt juno failed to send the set of picts we took. i tell you ay. one part was the jumping and the othr was the whole class one. hahah. funfun. loves! anw, tdy cricket was PT. 60 each fr crutches,push ups, tug jumps, jacknives and 3rounds of running(:
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
NEWPORT HARBOR
 OMFG, thats my favourite show on MTV now. like totally! hahah, i'll introduce you guys the cast ay. Chrissy-she's a senior, smart and prtty. and she's with the school's hotest guy, a junior, CLAY! she's the one in white. Clay- he's the most wanted guy on the planet! he's shy and he's with Chrissy! he's nxt to Chrissy,folding arms. and then thr's Chase&Taylor, Allie, Grant, Sasha. oohlala. waitch it ay! i so love it. and thrs a NEWPORT HARBOR marathon on MTV tht's gg on like NOW! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6W0MnpCEd0&feature=relatedwatch ay!
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
desolated;
 its hitting me-PMS. the ultra bitch fit is coming back. i thnk my life is jst so wrong. like i was born to the wrong family or i was jst born at the wrong time. am i making sense here? yes, im making sense out of nonsense. why do i keep thinking deeply abt my life? whyyy. ughh, i bloody miss my phne! why cnt i bloody put it in my bag fr once and nt holding it all the time! but wait, thts because i was msgng! ughhh. why mst i be so careless and clumsy and thn trouble the world?
you knw whr i'd wnt to go now? clarke quay. like rly. and starbucks. and pasir ris park. and everywhere else that i love gg to. all thse good old days. i want BFFs! i want shortie! his bloody face is stuckd in my head nw. thats sooo NOT rght. i wnt SA BFFs! i want to see boyfiie/s! and i want to see the othr cute/hot guys tht stl exist in ths real world. zomfg, i opened up my msn page and realised i blockd mre thn 5contacts and all of thm are random ppl. the kind of shit tht added strangers online.
lastly, my old time lover: pete lewis kingston wentz. he was featured in my old blog aswell. he's gna be a daddy now omg, i realised tht all my celebrities-crush are oldies. haha. i thnk thrs sth wrong with me cos BFFs were also sayng tht the guys(tht i shwed thm) were NOT cute at all. holy boys! will you walk next to me all the time? 
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and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
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good things happen after misfortunes.
monday- went fr cricket! lol, everyone's having aches. hahah. and dad brought me to the doct's fr my toes. and he wrte a lettr fr A&E dpt. fr minor surgery. zzzz tuesday- the only event i can remember tht happened on tuesday was someone stole my hp and i lodged a report on it. yes, its my LG Viewty shit tht got stolen. BUT thank God thr's CCTV in the shop. HAHA, TAKE THAT YOU THIEVES WHO HAVE NO MONEY AND RESORTED TO STEALING. and the police have my HP code so it'd be much easier fr thm to track it dwn. and lucky that my dad dint scold me instead he scolded me for crying over a silly thg! he evn said tht he'd get anothr one fr me. i know, im a spoilt brat! i love you, dad! so now, i can only send in smoke signals to communicate. LOL. wednesday-SPORTS DAY! hahah, and the day where the class bonded. hahah, we lunched at Macds and thn we went to climb tht spider web thgy. omg, they were so darn funny. haha, and we had dessert at a shop nearby. see , potong pasir is a nice place! and i meet up with BFFs aftrwards! haha, we photobooth-ed with shi's laptop and watchd DEFINITELY,MAYBE. its so darn sweet! watch it, ay! thursday-cricket agn! omfg, PT! hahah, but fun. we went to gym fr training. and we had a long LIT lesson luh. friday-meet up with BFFs agn. SEE! doesnt mean your in dif schls, you cant meet up with one anothr often ay. and we were looking at frndster profiles tht belongd to cute ppl in the library. and we keep match-making each othr with random ppl! LOL. I LOVE YOU BABES!saturday-dad gve me my new simcard with the same number. and we talkd abt the click5 concert and abt the new phne. i dntkw if i want to gt anothr LGviewty or gt anothr model. and shi babe, go to the click5 concert!!!! ohyah! i dreamt of shortie(he's taller thn me, mind you) and ths random guy. omfg, PARADISE!
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
omfg, im aching.
hello babes&dudes((: im back frm cricket camp and chalet.hahah, and im aching everywhere now. no, im NOT kidding. my leg aches, my back aches, my hand aches, my butt aches. okay, you get it. practically everywhre. 1stday, we gathered in class.(rght after my PE and Gym) separated in grps. im in GRP1! hahah.then, dinner. and we hve to do station games. 1st station was ENDURANCE RUN. omfg, run fr 20 minutes and so we did 7rounds. aftr tht was human heart attack thn skipping and thn volleyball. aftr the whole thg, we had interval runs. the kind of thg tht you sprint one round in 1min55s. thn you rest and thn you sprint agn. grp did tht fr 4times. and we bathed and sleep at 1am.2nd day, woke up at 515 and thn did caterpillar run fr 8rounds. aftr tht we had team-bonding games(hide&seek and sth tht i cant remember). brkfast followed by physical training. we had to do jacknives,wheelbarrow(move a distance with two arms to carry yr body weight),pull ups, running, squats, running while piggy-bagging ppl and sth tht requires stretchng. thn we had skills training. i learnt hw to bat and throw properly.double smile. lunch and thn water games. superr fun! aft tht went to Aranda's chalet at downtown. the chalet is practically like a house with huge living rm and 2rooms with toilets each. balcony facing the WWW's shiok river! and we gt passes to the contry club's KTV, jacuzzi, lounge and so on. hahha. omfg, i met him thr.and the next day, i can practically gt out of bed. aches like hell man. for a moment i thght i was paralyse. LOL, so kuazhang. ohyah, my cousin, spider, brought his frnds along also and they 'slept' over. haha, his frnds quite cute luh. okay, i thnk its prtty long a post. BYE. p.s - SA lost the match on staurday. but its okay, you guys are stll good!
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just a photograph in a history book
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
camp(:
cricket camp tmr((: yay. hhaha, so exciting. and thr'll be a match SA against ACSI. watch it okay? its gna be one intense match(damn tht i cant watch it) and thr's songs dedications in schl tdy. and the classes in the cafe startd singng, hahah. lol, Jan strtd dancing, so freaking awesome. im bueno-ing! ahha, you too!
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just a photograph in a history book
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
12345678910yrs.
LOL. as you can see, my blog is getting less and less interesting. like duh, what can be so interesting whn all that you ever do is to stdy and finish your assignments. and the only thg you evr do in schl is to spot fr CGs/HGs and hang around with your frnds, ofcourse othr than listening to the lectures and tutorials. and cricket match fr J2s was cancelled tdy. and i couldnt tell whether your lying or not.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008
wtf.
okay, if ths person askd you WHY you dint msg him in the morning even if he has nvr made it compulsory to msg him each day, wht will you reply? and even so ,you apologised, he's stil freaking irritated, wht will your reaction be like? EXACTLY. thts how i feel.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Monday, April 14, 2008
ecstatic baby!
hhaha, tdy was fun. rly! and while we'r in the library(its our favourite place-nt cos we want to stdy bt cos we be the ones giggling and tryng to control our laughter thr), nana gt funny and hilarious and thr strts the whle 'whr did yr baby go?' and 'baby, come back' scene. hahah, and cricket was fun!! uhuh. but my throwing sucks hell lot. omg, whts with the whole my dear thg? and i thnk i missed few of yr calls. uh-oh.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
holla baby!
i slept at o110 yesterday. omg, so freaking late. wonder hw they stayd awake till 2/3 in the morning. i was complaining abt being yawny and rin was saying i shouldnt force myself awake. EYEBAGS. anws, you knw the dude tht i keep seeing at in the train, the one tht looks arabic? he's in my religious class. like omg. hahha. and i did mly mindmap. so im left with stdying-i will do it soon, prtty soon. hahah. thrs cricket tmr! yayyy. dudeee! your so sweet!
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just a photograph in a history book
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
a girl is still a girl.
he is so cute when he's irritated and angry at himself. so funny when he's saying out his dream work and telling disgusting jokes. so admirable when he's so focused. now that's Qif for your to know about.okay. i slacked fr the whole of saturday. i watchd step up2 at home with my family. played with emma, surfed the net and shit. ohyah, and i found out tht J's bald-ZOMFG. anw,the rain kinda spoilt evryone's mood to go out, huh? i read the first chapter of 1984, analyse the first few pages-highlighting it and writing notes. i read Econs textbk and part1 of chaptr1 notes to refresh my memory. i know right, so little work done. im stl left with malay hwk and econs part2 notes. oh man. love-love idiot! haha and i knw you love your she-cat alot. and no, im not jealous!
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just a photograph in a history book
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Friday, April 11, 2008
suck a lollipop;
 spiderman climbing. LOL. he's so freakng fit to climb it so so fast. SA is havng live concert now. hahah, juno was persuading me to go cos he's gt extra tix. rachel also. bet they'r hvng fun now. anws, tdy only have Maths an PE. yet schl stll ends at 5pm. geog tcher and mly tcher dint come. so i've gt 1.5 + 4hrs of break. omg, tht means im slackng fr 5.5hrs. shimatta. and i gt my stickman shirts and SA bear((: hahhaah
anws, we're in the hall during break. juno was playing guitar-the song 'more than words'. zomfg, NICE. jiayi was climbng up sme stairs.Sam was doing rhythmic gym stunts. hahha, and us were watchng thm. and MrHo is so niceeee. aunt wrte a letter to excuse me fr PE and he was like - oh okay, you rest well okay?- like aww. hhaha, and mrchua is so so so niceee also! jannah was sayng i graced hands with him. haha, omg. anw, her dad sent me home. he doesnt look like chinese luh. he's soo cute and funny! just like her!
 emma! haha, shes sleeping so soundly. aint she prtty? she's making me want a child badly. hhaha. okay, too much info given. speaking of that, Qif agreed that husbands shld be the one responsible fr takng care of the family. omg, i knw rght? he's like too good to be true kinda shit. knowing more abt him evrytme he talks.
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
not right.
i've got diarrhoea. damnit. wonder wht crap i ate yesterday. and i wasnt rly paying attention to the lessons tdy except fr Literature. haha, im strtng to love it. uh-huh. and i so need to revise Amaths. wth, its turning rusty. Econs was okay, i guess. and dont even ask abt GP. bff, dont worry abt what they say. for they're just envious about the beauty you own. and hey, to think abt it. atleast you'r worth talking about right! so unlike them. love love you. love, you make it even harder for me. on purpose, i'd ask?
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
if theres this one favour i'd want God to grant,
i'd want God to give me strength and faith and allow me to face my life with courage, and go through this phase of my life with no fear in my heart, i prayed.reminiscing the past; the friends that taught me to love,laugh and protect me from evil. Ohgosh, how i terribly missed them. doesnt matter whether they did any wrongs for i remembered the good, and the good only. did my five stations yesterday. a week not being physically active made me feel shagged. slower, i realised. likewise, for academic. been slow to absorb. wonder if i made the right choice. sounds as thought i regrtted huh? not rly. i thank God fr giving me lovely friends/class in the school, for giving me an opportunity to start anew. replies in tagboard for i cant seem to reply thr; jamie/shiyun; IMY too. lotsa loves and enjoy the new environment as much as i did. remember not to forget to study too! Mickey; uhhuh, damnit. they'r making it seem as though they'r doing it on purpose luh-making me regret it. haha. Sherlyn; its been rly long since we talk yah. usually its just the casual HIs and BYEs. i've been good rly, never been better.imy! and im so sorry to give you the cold shoulder. for no good reason,i know. unreasonable would be the word that fits exactly. and i knew you knew it too. i see it. but i guess we were just at the wrong place at the wrong timing. and it just have to be that way everyday. and im so sorry if all i ever did was to hurt your pride.if you asked me if i love him, i'd lie.
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just a photograph in a history book
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Monday, April 7, 2008
a vacation is wht i rly need;
+008.JPG) the idiots that filled my JC life with laughter. (i decided nt to put Gay's pict else she'll smack me) +003.JPG) hw abt the boy is my younger uncle and the girl nxt to me is my cousin? haha. +005.JPG) and i saw this is in malacca. its so huge and niceee! okay, short recap. i joined cricket(i knw right. im so un-atheletic and im in it.) but its so healthy and fun luh. and the last weekend, i went to KL and malacca. and the hotel room is huge and niceeee! the bed is like so huge fr me! i so miss Gay,Pris&Nana. esp when Gay msgd me abt Qif. ohman. hahah. bought shoes, perfume, souvenirs and food! haha. and i gt a msg frm Jmie too! abt meetng up. omg, eons since i'v seen Bffs): and i pass my Othello quiz! i was so freakng nervous luh cos its my first time doing Lit, bt i did it! did i not mention that i stdy-ed in KL&malacca? haha, yah. i went thru econs and othello. jmie mst be thnkng im a Geek.im not!
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just a photograph in a history book
and i believe she had a voice and name
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