ALISZA.12.

our hopes and expectations

black holes and revelations

my blog is where i penned down my thoughts and feelings,
scram if all you ever do is to spam&criticise.
i love you too.

All i really wanted was some of your time.
Instead you told me lies when someone else was in your mind.
What'd you do to me? Look what you did to me.
I though that you were someone who would do me right.
You played with my emotions and made me cry.
What you'd do to me? Can't take what you did to me.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

100th post(:

100 significant events in my life.

1) 23December1991.
2) my first steps.
3) going to mum's 2nd wedding, then
4) going to dad's 2nd wedding.
5) my BIRTHDAY PARTYs.
6) my long-lost childhood friend that shared the same nickname as me, Shasha
7) holding Hel's hand whn im just 5/6yrs old (: and him being all childish.
8) playing old-school games with my cousin, who is now all so grown-up and become mat Emo. he is always there for me when im small(: haha, we always compare heights!
9) me and Dad's private outings
10) entering Primary School same as Hel and Mas.
11) winning first place for Talentime with my friends.
12) having my first closest,best friend known as Farihah.
13) getting siblings, who can be as annoying as hell.
14) having my first closest male buddy who is irritating all the time yet he is everyone's eyecandy in school lastime(: mr. cool!
15) BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, of course.
16) FRIENDS OUTING
17) INDONESIA trips(:
18) my childhood friend whom i always called him by the name of Mat. and no, he is not a mat okay! love him to bits.Y he is always with me during overseas trips although we are not related by blood. i have a photo of us tgthr stl, eating! and that time when we were on the bus @late night @some part of Indonesia he requested to my granny that he wantd to sit nxt to me! so cute can!
19) get into the smartst class in pri.6 and me being the dumb ones in the class.
20) teacher commenting my articulation then saying i shld be a BBC news reporter(:
21) passed my PSLE, getting into express stream?
22) making a fool out of myself while trying to find ME.
23) sleep-overs with cousins.
24) playing 'camping' in the living room with my uncle&cousins.
25) learning how to skate before i actually learnd hw to cycle.
26) staying back in schl for no particular reaason with Nabeelah, going over to her house a lot of times when im in lower sec. being silly Y
27) meeting JAMIE AND SHI and becoming bffsY
28) staying back just to see our crushes.
29) creating code names. 5936Y425.92626.34.38.99's.CGs.MGs.FGs.HGs.
30) making the phone booth our favourite hangout. *coughs*
31) walking past DC evry evening to see 5936and425.
32) drinking orange juice even when i don't rly like it.
33) while waiting fr jmie, shi and i were praising abt 5936and425 just to realise that both of them are above us and possibly hearing what we've just said.
34) <-- its a GROSS number.
35) having afiqa and annabelle as GFs and laughing at everything.Y
36) GFs outings,secrets shared,cam-whorings.
37) being in top10 fr class positions in sec3, when i decided to stop fooling around.
38) was Y .
39) more outings.
40) seeing TAUFIK performing and getting high Y
41) talked to Joakim and took a photo with him Y
42) SINGAPORE IDOL 2 Outings with BFFs/GFs
43) meeting JonathanLeong @ CP with BFFs.
44) DAD/GFS/BFFS helping me get over stress Y
45) getting mre than 3As for O'Level.
46) getting into preferred JC Y
47) knowing DINESH better. Y
48) gettin into a wonderful class Y
49) HAPPIER and more BLISSED.
50) knowing that friendship is not only about saying it, but also to show it.

the other 50 will be expressed through pictures&quotes.

Beauty gets the attention. Personality gets the heart.

She just let go. Before him she had never been strong. He made her the person she is today, by breaking her heart into pieces, and making her find the pieces herself.

It may seem like the wrong thing to do, but you have to forget about the guywho forgot about you.

it's amazing how one boy can change the way you think of other boys,just by not being therewhen you needed him the most.

don't you just love how every girls profile is
about a guy, but he never knows every
single word of it is for him.
That's the thing about letting old lovers go. You don't stop loving some of them. There are a couple you love no less than you ever did. You're not going to try and make it work again, but if they needed you, you'd drop everything.

just because you're beautiful doesn’t meanyou can treat people like they don’t matter

improve our looks,not our minds Because we knowthat boys are stupid, Not blind.
You make the world more beautiful, just by living in it.

true best friends; are those that are
aware of how stupid you are, have
experienced it first hand, & still choose
to be seen with you in public
he said "i'll love you forever"
she smiled and said "just warn me
when forever starts to end"

&& when we say "bestfriends"
...we mean always there for eachother when a guy hurts us,
rooting eachother one when we find the right guy,
never putting the guys in front of us,
and being brides maids when we get there.

Forget about the people from the past, theres a reason they didnt make it to your future.
you don’t get to choose, you just fall &you end up with someone in front of you,who is so wrong, yet so incredibly right
in kindergarten, you're judged on how many toys you have. in high school, you're judged on how many boyfriends you've had.

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so, love the people who treat you right,forget about the ones who don't.
you can't just be friends with someone you're in love with, it's just not that easy
one of these days maybe your magic wont affect me, and your kiss wont make me weak. but no one in this world knows me the way you know me, so youll probably always have a spell on me.

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.
your hands they move like waves over me
beneath the moon, tonight, we're the sea
i thought i lost you somewhere but you were never really ever there at all.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to never let you down probably will.You will probably have your heart broken more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

i'll load the rest other time okay. its like 3am soon.

goodnight,loves.